In this sometimes seemingly shallow world, it is easy to only believe in what we can see.  It seems to me that most humans have lost the ability to truly feel.  To truly believe in the depth of the soul.  If you find yourself alone, sitting in a quiet room, is it easy to genuinely feel comfortable, or do you find yourself uneasy and restless?  Take a moment and breathe it in today.  In what we know as the hustle and bustle of the holiday season, take some alone time.  Consider your feelings, your honest and truest self.  Be in LOVE with you. 

Have you looked up your name in the Urban Dictionary? pretty funny stuff!

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=madeline

1. Madeline
A most amazing girl. Beautiful, sexy, charming, mysterious, sweet and funny. A girl that all of the boys want and all of the girls admire. Extraordinary.
" That girl is too good to be true! She must be a Madeline! "

2. Madeline

A girl who acts shy in front of adults but crazy with her friends. She defends anything she loves. She is very protective of her friends, and sometimes can act a bit mature, but will be silly instantly. She isn't one to follow the crowd, and likes to stick out with her friends. Madeline usually loves music, and gets excited over little things. She doesn't like it much when her name is pronounced wrong, but doesn't speak up most of the time to tell hem wrong. She usually goes by the nickname Maddie, Maddy, or Madi. "Who is that crazy girl over there?" "Oh, that's Madeline."

3. Madeline

The most amazing girl anyone could ever meet. She is beautiful and lovely, although she'll never admit it. Although quiet and a little bit shy, she is one of the best friends you could ever have.

Guy 1: Wow, who's that girl?

Guy 2: Her? That's Madeline. Beautiful, isn't she?

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Girl 1: Madeline is such a good friend!

Girl 2: I know! I wish I was more like her!

 

4. Madeline

The most amazing girl in the world and in the life of a very lucky young man shes beautiful funny loveable friendly amazing almost perfect flawless....ect you get the point

wow shes soo madeline

Hafiz

One of my favorite quotes~

True and honost love~

in it's purest form

is always a wonderful thing

never take love for granted

~*~

Mermaid tears

Watch "President Obama Makes a Statement on the Shooting in Newtown, Connecticut" on YouTube
I can not begin to imagine the horror of getting a phone call or hearing on the news that your child's school is in lock down due to a crazed gunman. I have cried tears of grief today over this tragedy for the loss of lives and loss of innocence. If there is anyway to ease the pain of those who have lost children today in this tragedy or on any other day in our country or any other, may it be known and gracefully planted in the hearts of those who mourn~ from the depths of my heart, my intentions are set and I light a candle to help guide those souls to peace~
Thank you Mr. President for you grace and care.

Summer dress

http://www.adventuresindressmaking.com/2010/05/made-my-own-mod-cloth-dress.html?m=1#.UMtGvmciffo
It's rather cold and blustery out today~ it appears winter has arrived, much to my dismay~ So as I lay in my comfy blankets, perusing Pinterest, i come across this perfectly sweet summer dress~ Looks simple to make and very wearable~i'm going to make this my next project as I sit and pray for march to get here!~

Photo I Class

Photo I class

For the past few months, i've been taking a photography class~
It was more of a dark room class, we used black and white 35 mm film and i had an old Nikon camera, probably about 30 years old.
I had so much fun learning about printing and different processes.
Here are some pics from my portfolio:

Some Kind of Love - The Velvet Underground

I adore Velvet Underground~
Such poetry and strange thoughts in a time of glitter make up and punk rock~
This song came on my Pandora this morning and i'm sort of trying to shuffle through and figure out the dynamics of a physical relationship i began with a man a few months ago.
Life evolves and situations arise and things that begin one way may take a turn and become something else~
I am fully aware of this, but being in it and riding the waves and trying not to get caught on a slippery slope is not always easy~
The words of this song made me smile~
They reminded me that i'm not alone and that we've all been in situations like these...